A wondrously unusual memoir about a woman who, in the midst of mourning her divorce, retreats into her shell and renegotiates her relationship to solitude, shame, and connectionfrom an acclaimed 5 Under 35 National Book Foundation honoree.Weve all heard the one about waking up as a cockroachbut what if a crisis turned you into a clam?After the dissolution of her marriage, a writer is transformed into a "clam" via typo after her mother keeps texting her to "clam down." The funny if unhelpful command forces her to ask what it means to "clam down" during crisesto retreat, hide, close up, and stay silent. Idiomatically, we are said to "clam up" when we cant speak, and to "come out of our shell" when we reemerge, transformed.In order to understand her path, the clam digs into examples of others who have also "succumbed to shellfish" to embrace lives of reclusiveness and extremity. But this is a story that radiates outward from the kernel of selfhood to family, society, and ecosystem. Finally, the writer must confront her own "clam genealogy" to interview her dad who disappeared for a decade to write a mysterious accounting software called Shell Computing. In learning about his past to betterunderstand his decisions, she learns not only how to forgive him, but also how to move on from her own wounds of abandonment and insecurity.Using a genredefying structure and written in novelistic prose that draws fromart, literature, and natural history, she unfolds a complex story of...

Binding: Hardback;368 pages; Publisher: Random House USA Inc; Classification: BG; Weight: 604 g; Dimensions: 217 x 149 x 32

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